between the two

it is confusing to play both sides

i tend to be a little too dramatic when i speak in english
while i tend to be a little too undramatic when i speak in korean

but i should really stop comparing
because i admit
"it's impossible to be neutral on a moving train"

neither is false nor true
there is no answer given

so i continue to play both sides
thinking only in english while i speak in english, and
thinking only in korean while i speak in korean

i don't believe two can co-exist
harmoniously and in balance
no, i don't believe it